Mizzou-Rah.

College.
One word. Different.

College life is so different then i could have ever expected it to be.
I'm already home, sick, missing a whole week of school.
Someone tell me what that is? I do not really know.

Obsessions:

1. Holga 135bc Camera. Give it to me now.

2. Fisheye Lens. thats all.
3. My life is suddenly dedicated to buying the 600 Polaroid film on ebay. I've been bidding for days now. I promise you it will be mine.

"If I find in myself desires which nothing in this world can satisfy, theonly logical explanation is that I was made for another world
-C.S. Lewis

Face in the Crowd

How dare you? I ask again, How dare you?

How dare you betray those you love? Why would you push then pull then push then pull?
Explain how this makes sense to you? The questions keep on flowing, yet they never seem to be answered. Your heart jumps, your heart falls. Sorrow is overflowing, yet that small ounce of joy seems to be enough for now.

You run and run and run and run, but what are you running from?
It's a constant flow of anger running through your fingertips.
So what am I running from? I keep searching for the same answers.


This is it. Nine Days of High School.
The day has finally come! The day I have been waiting for all freakin' year!
But I'm scared now that it is down to the final days. Where does my idenity lie?
I've always gone to this small school where everyone knows me, and I know everyone.
Next year, I'm just another face in the crowd. One of thousands. I am gonna have to work hard
to stand out, but How hard am I willing to work?

Bad at... life?

Alright, I really do enjoy posting. I mean look at all the post I have completed!!!
But I actually really do want to be more updated with my blog. It's somewhere where you can express yourself.. which is definitely something that I wish I could do more often.

Everyone always say.. Oh, I see you have a blog. and I always say... Oh you see how i do not write in it?

My last post was all about fall, and guess what... it is almost spring. And may i say its about time for spring to arrive.. I can not wait for it more than ever. It's creeping up and pinching at my saying hey i'm almost here, but you can't have me yet.

It gives you that fresh new start feeling, like everything that once was is gone and dead; and new life is starting again. It's give us hope for tomorrow ya know? But now as I have actually completed another post, I hope to be seeing you soon my friends.